Long time, no blog

It's been a while since A) I've had time to sit here and really contemplate what has transpired over the past 6 weeks; B) Really had a desire to. It's not that I don't want to blog, its just well, Grayson is so dang selfish. I mean come on, its like he just naturally expects me to do everything for him the minute he wants it. Geez. Okay okay I'm kidding. Grayson is so much more fun hanging with right now. Even when he sleeps. Which, btw, is not very consistently during the day, hence the lack of consistency with this blog. But as with all things, it will get better. My son will be six weeks old tomorrow. That's hard to fathom. I remember his first night home like it was yesterday. He's grown out of that newborn state and really has developed into a strikingly beautiful baby boy. I'm nearing the end of my 4th day on the job as a stay at home dad, and every day seems to be more bearable. I miss my wife horribly at times (for her support with Grayson and also because I'd been able to hang out with her daily since the end of the school year) but I'm learning how to take care of my son in ways I never could without going solo. And just as I type this sentence, he awakes from his nap. I'll get a schedule going for this eventually. It's really all about what Grayson wants me to do. And most of the time, he doesn't care for my blogging it seems.